Thursday, June 18, 2009

100

So this is my 100th post and I don't have anything super duper exciting for you all. (oops) :) Right now I am about to start packing because we are going home this weekend. It is pretty exciting because my uncle from Canada, my cousins that also live in the DFW area, my cousins that live in Lubbock, and my brother and sis-in-law will all be there. It will be so great to see everyone, especially the new addition to our family that was born in March and we will get to see him for the first time. :)

Now to be honest with you all..
I am so happy to be able to go see my family, but tonight the emotions have finally hit me and it really sucks. I am going home for the first time since my dads funeral and to top it off it is Father's Day this Sunday. :( I'm not trying to dwell on the situation. I am just being real. I know that I will be fine around my family and we will have lots of fun hanging out. Everything will be pretty much normal, and this weekend will end up being really fun. But on the flip side of things, I know where I have to go (the cemetery) and who wont be there to give me a big bear hug as soon as I pull up to the house. It really hurts, but I know it will all be okay. It's just hard getting past those new firsts. Meaning, the first Father's Day without my dad, and so on, and so on.

I'm sorry my blog seems to have been a little sad lately with all of the events happening in my life here lately. When I come back from this weekend, I promise I will be posting all of the pictures from what has been going on lately that is a little more upbeat. :)

I hope you all have a good weekend! Yay for 100 posts! :)

PS - I am looking forward to seeing this guy this weekend!

5 comments:

Blondie said...

I am so sorry about your father. I dread Father's Day every year. This year will be extra hard with what is going on in my life but all you can do is take one day at a time. I just wanted to let you know I will be thinking of you and will say a little prayer for you on Sunday. Also your dad may not be there Sunday in person but he will be in your heart. Take Care

yours truly... said...

I will definitely be thinking of you and sending lots of prayers your way. You'll always have him in your heart, treasure that. Have a great weeekend with your family sweet girl!!

Lindsey said...

Hugs and prayers to you!!

Kaitlin said...

Sending lots of prayers and hugs your way! Stay strong girl, if you need anything you know we are all here for you!

katie + bret said...

I left you something on my blog!

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